way back then..

My blog is totally dead @@
Ever wonder why guys can be so heartless?
I just read back a few people's blog.
way back then,the promises,the lies within,
were never true,yet we choose to believe.
"fuck her out of my life"
this line was found in someone's blog which is meant for me.
am i suppose to choose to care or not?
it hurts to care.it hurts alot.
Some people might not understand alot of things as they are not in my position.
no words can express the feeling that im enduring now.
I made the effort to be friends with you,
yet you don't try and don't say the right things based on the situation.
Tell me,am I still suppose to care?or,do you still want me to care?